This is so true I thought being a teenager would be the time of my life and I can’t get any sleep because I’m always considering suicide and conning hysterically I can’t handle this anymore?
I’ve never actually tried to take my life. But it scares me every time I think about it. The thought of no one caring that I’m gone scares me horribly. And I just don’t think I’d ever have the guts to go through with it.
i know the pacing and contemplating whether to kill my self or not all too well.